Monday, October 17, 2022

AYO?? 🤨

DISCLAIMER: There's a (depending who you are) creepy image featured in this post. I'll warn you again when I'm about to show it, but if you don't want to see it, feel free to just click away.

So earlier, I had this creepypasta iceberg video playing in the background while I was doing an assignment (and also slacking off from said assignment), and one of the stories they mentioned was called "Anomaly". It's basically an image creepypasta centered around several cryptic photographs and their corresponding equally cryptic captions.

Now there's a certain character in this story named... get this:

Lily Palmer.

I was lowkey surprised. I HAVE A CHARACTER NAMED LILY PALMER!

For reference, here's what my Lily looks like:

(This was made with a dress up game. Click the image to go to the source!)

And here's the "Lily Palmer" mentioned in the "Anomaly" creepypasta:

LAST WARNING: I'M ABOUT TO SHOW THE CREEPY IMAGE. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE IT, HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO CLICK AWAY.

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Now before you say anything, I was completely UNAWARE my character's name was being used for a creepypasta character. The story itself was written in 2012, maybe earlier - LONG BEFORE I even conceived the idea of my own Lily. So of course, it'd be totally wrong to accuse the author(s) of this story of "stealing" my character's name.

But yeah, that's pretty much all there is. My OC is now a creepypasta character. 🥴

What a nice early Halloween surprise!!

Sunday, October 16, 2022

rookie scares 👻

For context, I'm a student teacher. I work in a second-grade classroom in a suburban neighborhood where quite a bit of these kids come from not-so-great homes where their parents may or may not supervise them all the time properly.

There are two particular boys in my class who appear to be REALLY into scary things. Despite being like, seven or eight years old, they already seem to be in that edgy teenager mindset where they seem to be not scared of things and actively choose to look them up. I'll call them "Doodles" and "Swiper". You know, for funnies. And to keep their identities private, of course

Doodles seems to be super into the Trevor Henderson monsters, particularly "Cartoon Cat" and "Siren Head". No joke, he... well, doodles those things on almost EVERY loose-leaf paper he gets his hands on (even assignments). Now, yeah, I know these things do look scary at first glance (depending on who you are), but it gets less scary when you see/learn they're used in Elsagate content.
Funnily enough, I already knew about Trevor Henderson's work before even walking into this classroom. I even casually mentioned one day, "yeah, I know them", when Doodles talked about the monsters he drew.

Swiper, on the other hand, seems to be into the SCP monsters. Whenever he has the opportunity, he'll look up images of some of them (particularly the plague doctor) even when he's really not supposed to.
Again, I already knew about SCP beforehand and even casually mentioned that I knew about them one day. Similar to the Trevor Henderson monsters, the SCP franchise has probably been milked to death my this point (*cough cough Elsagate got them too*) and has progressively become less scary to me over the years.

It'll probably never happen (considering it'd probably inappropriate for an adult to expose kids to this kind of stuff), but I'm just WAITING for the day when I'll be able to show these kids the true horror that is CREEPYPASTA
The kind of things Doodles and Swiper are obsessed with? Those are rookie scares. You've never experienced true horror unless you've stumbled upon things like Jeff the Killer, Slenderman, Candle Cove, and Ben Drowned back in the day. 
Now THOSE things kept me up at night.

Bonus points if you've ever listened to MrCreepyPasta, CreepsMcPasta, and other narrators back in the day as well. 
None of that clickbaity garbage where YouTubers would be all quirky and overdramatic just to be engaging and put more than half their faces in their thumbnails. Just straight-to-the-point narration with little to no visuals. 

Again, that's TRUE HORROR RIGHT THERE.

Update (10/17/2022): I can't believe I forgot about those random "ghost caught on tape" videos I used to look up back in the day. I got so spooked by those creepy photographs (even though a lot of them are probably fake 🙃)

Saturday, October 8, 2022

i never thought i'd make a shrine dedicated to a fictional character that may or may not be problematic but here we are

whaddaya know, Gabriel from THE MANDELA CATALOGUE has been infesting my mind lately ˙·٠•●♥

╔═══*.·:·.☽✧    ✦    ✧☾.·:·.*═══╗

i never thought i'd revisit the idea of an 

angel and a devil fallen angel being together 

but i've decided it will be a thing and i don't care 

if people think it's cringeworthy ~~~

╚═══*.·:·.☽✧    ✦    ✧☾.·:·.*═══╝

Father Gabriel and Caelus Cælia Fidem

PSSSSST: click on the artwork of Priest!Gabriel for its 
original source (and artist?). I'm not sure what the original source 
of the artwork on the right is, I found it on Pinterest.

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You know, I didn't initially plan for them to have human "disguises" or whatever, but maybe they indeed will. After all, Gabriel needs a way to deceive mankind and they need some way to meet, anyway.


═══°∴,*⋅✲══〖✰〗══✲⋅*,∴°═══

CAELUS FIDEM   

 BELOVED SERAPH OF GOD 

═══°∴,*⋅✲══〖✰〗══✲⋅*,∴°═══

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Caelus Fidem, alias "Cælia Fidem"  as a human,
is perhaps one of the only remaining seraphim
left in this world... and in the next one as well.
They are many, many years old and have 
witnessed, well, quite a lot, to say the least 
thanks to the doings of humankind.
By chance, they find themselves torn between
their allegiance to the Almighty and their
inner feelings... especially those toward a
certain archangel 

ẁ̷̬̱̮̖̗̬̩̯̰̦̭̤̉̓͌̆̒̾̇̿̎̓̎̀͠ͅͅh̵̢̢̹͈̜̰͓̯͈̲̦͈̙͒̀̊̑͐͘͝ͅo̶̭̣̣̼͕͓̠̥̳͉͔̥̰̞̐̋̂̎̉̆̔̃̄̀ ̸̘͂͜͠w̴̅͆̀̄͐̈͂͊͛̂̀͜ȉ̸̛̲̦͕̜̱͙̦̊̀̀̍̌̉̅̂̍͛͝͠l̸͎̩̠̳̪̫̻̹̀̒̓̀̓͐l̷̻͇̟̩͓̦̀̓͋͒̌ ̴̧̛͉̅̇̀̏̈́̌́̉͆͆͘͠͝b̵̨̛̮̯̜̼̟̱͉͗̍̐̇́ȩ̵̘̖͍̥͍́̔ͅç̶̱͈̯̠͔͐͂̂̓̒̀̃̀̈̆̏̍͝͝ͅo̵̡̨̖͈̺͎̰͖̫̲̞͕̦͂͆͂̍́̅̽͋̓̚͘͘ͅm̵̧̛̝̦͔̬̥̃̀͋̈́̓͑͒͋́́͐̽͝e̴̠͉̫̘̬̦͈̭͖̝͍̺̥͋̌̈́́̾́́̚͠͝͝ ̴̗̼̱̞͇̺̊̽̊̈́̈́͛̈̇͠ţ̶̡̨̛̰͉̖͍͓̤̂͛̉̑̐̕͠h̸̪͇͖͊ȩ̴̧̗̰̣͎̤͙͇̝̲͇̹͋͐̌͘͠ȉ̷̤̤̻̩͓̲̜̤̤͉̩͎͚̲͆̕ř̶̗̟̭̦͔̿̂̈͂̎̌̆͘͘͠ ̷̹͔̝̓̒̔̅Ȯ̸̡̧̝̳̯̪̰͚̱̓͂͗̾͊N̷̢̳̝̥͓̺̙̟̙̜̼͈̋̽̾̔̾̀̎̃͊̐̕͜͠E̵̢̙̾̅̿̾̈́̚ ̸̣̠͚̲̪̙̜̔̾̿T̴̜͉̏̇̾̋̑̋̿̀̑͋͋̕͠͝R̸̟̗͓̜̼̩͈̣̬̺̼̹͇̈́̀̐́̾̕͘̕͝Ŭ̸̡̙͠Ę̵̏͆̓̋̏́̏̆̆̀̚͘̕͝ ̴̨͈̹̼͖͙̳͕̈́͛̐̌͝S̴̢͉͍͓̘̰͚̗̼͓̠̙̘̐͛͒́̃̇͝͝A̶̡̮̠̼̝͓̣̒̊̽̈́͗͛̑̽̌̚͝ͅV̷̨̡̹͖̹͓̬͆I̵̢̡̦̱̪̭̲̥̥͆̃́̅̃O̶̢̢̙̫͚͇̗͚̙͌̇̈́̃̓͑́͗R̴͓̱͍̱̦̲̿̌̑̃̅̑̄͊̀̚͠

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we all know what gabriel's creepy sus true form looks like, well i'd imagine caelus' "true form" looks similar to one of those biblically accurate angels

ok but srsly


In all honesty, I'm running out of graphics to use in this "shrine" thing.

Although I might add a bit more after this little blurb

So I'm really into analog horror, right?

I've watched things like "Harmony and Horror", "Monument Mythos", and "The Walten Files", so it was inevitable that I would stumble across "The Mandela Catalogue" in my feed.


I admit I haven't delved a lot into the Mandela Catalogue as of writing this, but I do know for a fact that almost right away, I found myself weirdly... "enamored"? "Intrigued"? Not sure if those are the exact words to describe my fixation for the character of the (false) Archangel Gabriel, but his physical appearance and backstory is just so... interesting. And disturbing, of course.


Rather than straight up shipping myself with him (given my demisexuality and cringeworthy experience as a teenager shipping myself with a certain composer who inspired my screen name), I decided to rehash one of my original characters and repurposed them into Gabriel's romantic interest. That character is Caelus Fidem - they're actually a relatively old character of mine who was conceptualized all the way back in 2015. They're modeled after "actual" seraphim depicted in the Bible (and I guess general fantasy as well?). They're meant to be genderless, hence why I refer to Caelus by they/them pronouns. Their physical appearance leans more to the feminine side, though, but that doesn't necessarily mean they're a straight up biological female.


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𝖂𝖊'𝖗𝖊 𝖘𝖎𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖞 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊.

"Good evening, my child."

"Ah..."

"I'm sorry, did I disturb your prayer?"

"Oh, not at all, Father. It's quite alright."

"Good, then. Still, pardon me, my child. I'm sure it must be nice being in such a place, having it all to yourself, where you are able to be closer to..."

"...God."

"...Yes. With the most omnipresent being."

"Father, I..."

"Gabriel. Father Gabriel, please."

"I am Caelia, Father Gabriel."

"Lovely, my child."

╭⋟────────────────────────╮

"I don't know if I can ever go back there, love. I 
barely even recognize anyone, not even the 
Almighty Himself. Besides, you very well know 
what happened to His Son."

"You of all people should know what it's like to
fall from grace."

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❝ HUMANITY DESERVES NO SAVIOR! ❞

That's when "he" stopped... and listened.


⏤⏤⏤╝❀╚⏤⏤⏤⏤╗

"I was never supposed to fall for such a being as yourself, my little lamb.
Yet here I am.
I will be your  o n e  t r u e  s a v i o r."

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